Dear all,

The Ginelle you once knew, loved or hated has passed away.















No. I didn't really die -_-"

Starting today, Ginelle will lead a new life and put all her past behind. She would not bother to end what she has started nor will she bother to fix the problems she had in the past. So don't bother chasing because the Ginelle who once owed you something in the past no longer exists now.

There are just too many things to be undone.

I can't fix them all. So I'd just click RESTART.

In the past, I never grew up.
Today, I want to learn to be a little more mature.

In the past, I was a freak.
Today, I want to learn to be a normal person.

In the past, I always gave up.
Today, I will learn to persevere.

36 days more to freedom. 36 days more to a new life.

I am quitting my course. The decision is final.

And this time, I will finish what I've started.

I feel frustrated.

I feel the need to kill someone. Punch someone in the face. Kick someone where it hurts and stab someone to death.

I hate how I'm feeling now. But I can't do anything about it.

I've felt this way too many times before. And I don't see the need to go through this again. Really.

I keep telling myself to stay strong, but that's never going to happen.

GINELLE, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?

You have never been good at this so let it go.

I feel like this is all happening again.

I don't want this to happen. But it has already started.




The Ocean
- Mae

Am I alone in this?
Never a night where I can sleep myself 'til day.
We must try to figure it out, figure it out.
It won't be that easy.
We lost it somehow.

You come over unannounced.
Silence broken by your voice in the dark.
I need you here tonight,
Just like the ocean needs the waves.

Oh, the night becomes the space that's somewhere in between
What I feel and what I'm told.
Sitting on the shoreline trying to figure it out, figure it out.
To find out the meaning
And reach it somehow.

You come over unannounced.
Silence broken by your voice in the dark.
I need you here tonight,
Just like the ocean needs the waves.

Fall around me now,
Like, stars that shine and brighten the way.
I need you here tonight,
Just like this night it needs the rain.

The season has changed.
The wind, it blows colder now.(colder now)
The clouds are raised,
The rain it falls harder now, all around.

You come over unannounced.
Silence broken by your voice in the dark.
I need you here tonight,
Just like the ocean needs the waves.
Fall around me now.(So fall around me now)
Like stars that shine and brighten the way.
I need you here tonight,
Just like this night it needs the rain.(Rain)

(You come)Over unannounced,(Will you come over)
Silence broken by your voice in the dark.
I need you here tonight,
Just like the ocean needs the waves.
Just like the stars that fall around me now.

FELL INTO
- Jackson United

Do what you want
Do what you please
Take everything
Bleed with me

Here, dry your eyes
Let me pacify
While you justify
Bleach white the lies

Fell into a better vision of you
You used to be in love with your ego
Lay where you fell
A little slip of your will
You think you do but you don't know

Do what you want
Do what you please
Take everything
Bleed with me

Fell into a better vision of you
You used to be in love with your ego
Lay where you fell
A little slip of your will
You think you do but you don't know